The Bethel Rebel: Life according to Johnny Ginsberg

I guess a lesson to be learned by yours truly is not to take things–or people–for granted. I say this since I haven’t seen Fox News Channel in months on TV. Sheess, I haven’t seen barely any TV or heard the stereo in my shack for quite some time. That’s what I get for taking [...]

I was hoping to spend the weekend getting used to the clozapine being in my system again. I just was informed the clozapine number won’t be issued until “early next week”. (Probably Monday–johnny) I’m not very happy about that, as it takes 24 to 48 hours to get used to the stuff being in my [...]

I haven’t posted much for a bit, so here’s what’s happening with Johnny, for those that care: Tuesday: talked with Adit at VA and pretty much got the initial paperwork and EKG squared away for the blasted Clozapine. Had some green jasmine tea at Caribou afterwards, then against my better judgment I hit Infuse. It [...]

I want to publically applaud the gentleman in Afghanistan who is willing to die for being a ChristFollower. I only hope that I can have that kind of courage and honor to stand up for Jesus Christ if my time comes.

I’ve really been feeling crappy lately. I talked to Lockwood, and my labs and EKG for the clozapine have been moved to tomorrow. Which means possibly the clozapine authorization from the Dallas VAMC has been issued. I will be seeing Adit as well. I hope I don’t have to talk a lot–just go and get [...]

I have some major bumps in my road to becoming a true servant of Christ. Satan has put those bumps in the road which are the non-forgiveness of Eaglebrook for my actions. Isn’t it about time that all this sin against the church be truly forgiven, and that I have trust back once again? I [...]

According to the AYA dealie, Scott is having an Mystery Science Theater 3000 nite at his lovely home. I’m kinda looking forward to it, since it’s been a while since I’ve been with some of my friends. I don’t know about the movie part, though. I may wind up snoring my way through it. Otherwise [...]

Nurse just got finished with me. Usual discussions regarding various aspects of my health. Pure Desire tonight. Otherwise, I don’t have crap to write at this time.

I think I’m going to try to buy a teddy bear sometime in the next 7 days. It’s getting a little old to cuddle up at night with just my pillows and my beautiful afghan, which my lovely cousin Lora made for me. I love the afghan, and it’s good to have it at night [...]

I just received a call from Lockwood. Process to put me back on Clozapine has been officially recognized, blessed, and has been initiated. Lovely. (sarcasm). And they say you can’t get what you want. Then again, you can’t have everything. Next appointment to see Adit is April 4. The countdown has started…