The Bethel Rebel: Life according to Johnny Ginsberg

The fiduciary piece is done for the most part.  I only got a minimal amount, but that may be enough to start Medifast.  I guess the accounting is going to take longer, so when it does get done, I will be going over it line by line to make sure that the money is spent [...]

I did not get the PSA job for the VA Police, but I did find Compensation and Pension so much to my liking that I have asked to stay permanently.  I may not have the job I imagined I wanted, but I did get a job that fits my “sweet spot” to my wildest dreams.  [...]

I’m wondering if God wants me to remain single for life.  I don’t know whether to seek a wife or not, to be honest.  I’ve previously stated I would love to be married, and be committed to a woman for life, but I don’t honestly have the courage or the knowledge to ask out a [...]

I seem to be at another crossroads as far as work is concerned.  I’m on HR like white on rice, and they have told me squat on what my status is on the position I applied for.  I’d like to know what the deal is, especially since there’s paperwork I need to file as soon [...]

I should inform you that I’ve spent a lot of time last night reworking the blog  so that it has more condensation and centralization of information about me, so that you may enjoy reading my history if you so choose, and it may be stuff that might make you want to explore me more. That [...]

Good day to you all. I’m still feeling the levels of stress in the job.  I’m not going to lie to you, I was ready to consider taking disability retirement, but thanks to my social worker, he encouraged me to stick it out for a while longer. One of the stressors was those blasted medications.  [...]

I have experienced a lot of stress this week.  It’s making me question whether or not I really should be doing this line of work as a customer service person.  We’re having staffing challenges, and I am making some rather stupid and serious mistakes at the job.  I don’t want to slide out of making mistakes [...]

why I was feeling weird that night.  God was pretty much telling me to move to the Blaine campus of Eagle Brook.  I feel like that was the right decision.  What happened to me is that God was telling me that He had some plans for me to join the Blaine community and to have [...]

I don’t know whether it’s the time of year or whatever it may be.  I am feeling not myself in the past few days. I’m not sure why.  I am tired, and have slept alot today.  But I just don’t have any energy this weekend.  I did meet with a friend in Little Canada today, [...]

I’ve been “signed off” at my job for two weeks now.  It’s been good, but challenging.  I’m still adjusting to working full time, plus doing a job that, over the long run, is getting easier.  But still, I’ve been challenged with learning new skills, improving on other ones, and trying to stay positive  about my [...]